I remember trying to shape my soul to make myself a good person. So in my neighborhood there was a lot of fighting between the races like if black or white was better. So like there was a lot of riots and cops battling around (sighs and stops)…All I did was stare and watch because every time I would try to defend the black people.
I really never had a time in my life were I felt as racism was that bad. In my mind I would always see these riots and stuff and people dying everyday just because of what race you are. I felt as this is was a stupid reason to fight. I really don’t remember much but that i used to get pushed around by like 20 years old white kids I felt so bad and angry I just wanted to strike back.
I was born in South Carolina. It affected me because all these white boys would want to say funny stuff bout me. I also fought back every time but wont get to serious. It made me so angry I just felt like punching them in the face but I couldn't’t. Made me so angry i just felt like punching them in the face.My experience it was hard well thought i wouldn't survive at all through life during this time. Getting threatened some days I couldn't even go to school because of how people would look and stare at me in anger.
Sometimes i really didn't care but when i see but than when i see like people getting hurt while being separated I get angry and want to do something so bad. Before all I can say is I hated just seeing people get hurt for what race they are just so mess up. Now a days I really don't pay attention to what they do or attend to do. Being stop everyday by the police to ask what race I am. I look up at the sky and tears would come out. It actually felt horrible but i also knew I could beat them up but I didn't wanted to because all the time I would get pushed by more of them than they will call the cops. I was one hated person and I just had to fear it everyday.
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